Anger

I am weary of anger. The anger boiling in my dad when he calls me a brat, though I am doing his dishes. The anger in my sister as she calls me a jerk (as she often does), though I put up my best effort to be nice to her. The anger I feel at my sister as I snap at her. It often seems that anger governs our lives, rather than people. I get home from school often times only to be told I have an F or a D on my progress report and that I am not trying my best, when in reality I am trying the best of my best, and not all teachers prefer their students. People often treat me like I have the intelligence of an infant when they first meet me, but as they get to know me they realize I am very intelligent. By that time, however, they have grown used to their original treatment of me and do not even attempt to change their ways. This is another thing that angers me. I have been doing very well lately at controlling this anger inside of me, but nobody notices the muscles in my arms and neck coiling as I struggle not to punch something, and they continue their angering assault on my feelings. I would  just like to know, what am I supposed to do if no one will listen without doing more than just let my get out my anger.

Need Help Badly

I may not have life as bad as others, but still am rather depressed from being bullied for 8 of my 13 years of life. This was made much worse with the very recent death of a dog that I have had as far back as my memorie's extent. Truthfully, that dog was almost as much of me as your arm or leg, and I have lost most of my faith in Jesus due to his death. My request is WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Goodbye.

The End is Just the Beginning

I am young and new to the world of blogging, but am still intelligent due to the fact that when I get upset, I tend to dive into a book. Anyway, I have decided to try to use a blog to try to help myself, and, along the way I might be able to help other people with their prospective lives. I am very confused lately, so will continue to blog when my thoughts are as clear as possible.